Written and recorded in 2005 except hidden track "Sterbehilfe" in 2003.
Track 11 recorded live at Airport, Chemnitz (Germany).
Most tracks are available (albeit in slightly different versions) on later published releases. The title track and "Du hast..." appear on the remix-EP with Acylum, while "Calling from silence", "Cold" and "Sterbehilfe" were re-published on the sequel album. With "My hell", "Figures in the mirror" and "If you see the light" included on the "Forgotten sins"- compilations, this leaves "Roses and forgive me" as the one exclusive track on this debut album.